Devastated

The hole is right in front of my eyes.
And yet I stepped into it.

He's been showing signs ever since the beginning of last year.
Why can't I just forget him? Why do I still bother so much about him?
I already noticed the way he talks to me and the way he talks to others.
And I'ved already been informed that I'm not at all his type.
And yet I still couldn't let go.

All the little things he assumed that was funny turns out to be a blade piercing right through my heart , and he didn't even realize.
I thought it was because of my aggravated assault.
But yesterday's incident proved me wrong.
It was every part of me , all along.
Just my name alone sent chills down his spine.



Out of mind , out of sight.
I never want to have anything to do with him ever again.

LilAngie

xoxo