Drop dead exhausted.

I have never been this tired in my entire life.


I've only slept for approximately 5 hours average for the past 3 weeks.
And I'm telling you, I really don't like it.


Assignments pilling up, brainstorm for ideas, completed some, gets rejected, brainstorm again, gets rejected again, completed and handed up the assignment, new one comes in.

Literarily, tiring.

And I just  found out Sasuke's convocation is today.
Which means, he might be leaving Malaysia anytime from now.

Which also means, yesterday was probably the last time for me to see him.

LilAngie
xoxo

Tableto!

Been borrowing the Wacom Tablet everyday just to practice.


Drew these two eyes the first day I borrowed it outside of class :)
Did it in front of *cough*Sasu*cough* too.

Despite having no more lovey-admirey-stalkey feeling for him, I still can't .. look at him.
Well, I tried not to.
But when I did .. I caught him staring/glaring at me ._.

Being paranoid maybe?


LilAngie
xoxo

Ehehehe.

Remember the 'Mount Screenshot Contest' I posted a while ago?
Can't be that difficult to forget since I barely posted anything this month.

I WON IT!
Mwahahahahaha.

Though I joined just for the sake of taking pictures.


Oh and I went back to Taylor's yesterday to submit all the stuff for PTPTN.
And I told the lady bout the mistake I made regarding the SPM year.

And she said







ITS OKAY.


YAY!
Another big worry down.
Ahahahahaha!

And while waiting for my sister to fetch me back, I waited in the library.
I saw Sasuke.

Not sure if he saw me, but I think he looked a couple of times?
Despite sitting in a hidden place.

AND.

I saw him kissing another girl.

:OOOOOOOO

On the cheek.

:OOOOOOOO

And I'm telling you, I don't know what to feel.

:OOOOOOOO

But I'm not sad, that's for sure.

LilAngie
xoxo

Hmm, kinda saw that coming.

Okay, so last Tuesday, I decided to continue looking for Sasuke on Facebook.

Due to some unknown reasons and instinct.

So I went back to the ADP page, and I found a picture of a girl that looked like his friend. So I checked her mutual friends.

And then suddenly, I saw one of that girl's friend had a profile picture of his adorable pencil case!
So I clicked on his profile, but it wasn't him.
And of course, I checked his friends.

And the first person I saw in the list was HIM!

*hallelujah*

I was in a state of shock when I found it. But luckily LoL (League of Legend) distracted me.
A lot.

At the end of the night, I decided to add him, then went to sleep.

Then the next morning, I hear Wedding Dress playing, instead of I Am The Best (alarm), and I was wondering who on earth is calling me at that time.

I picked up, and it was Mir.
The first thing she said was "LAI YENN! SASUKE COMMENTED ON YOUR STATUS!"

I literarily JUMPED out of the bed o.o

Yada yada yada

Yes he approved my request, and we talked, ABIT.

He also left a comment saying that he has a girlfriend.

But Mir doesn't believe it for some reason.

Then the normal stalker me, checked his entire Facebook.

And I .. kinda confirmed it?

But anyhow, no hearts broken o.o
That's the most amazing part yet.

LilAngie

xoxo

A New Beginning

Yeah so .. there goes 2011. And 2012 is finally here.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I should approach Sasuke before the end of the world hits.

LilAngie
xoxo

Not ready at all.

I can't believe its a year already.

I still have that feeling that I just finished SPM few months ago.
Not to mention, the impact of Shawne's death affect me more than I thought it'd be.

Though we were never close, I just felt that human life is so ... unpredictable.

The worst part is probably when I found out he died one day after celebrating his girlfriend's birthday at Port Dickson. It's really really really devastating.
Which is also why I cried everytime I see his girlfriend.

And .. 2012 is like , 2 days away.
I barely felt that I've gone through a year.
Everything seemed to went by in a blink of an eye.
And not to mention, I can't believe I HAD a crush on a narcissist. Dayum.

Guess its okay to know that I've fallen deeper for Sasuke compared to the narcissist.

So , I mised the usual yearly trip to Lagoon to attend a Social Psychology class.
Not to mention, its the day that Shawne left us forever.

All in all, 2o11 is not really a good year after all.

P/s : Skipping class though technically there IS no class to go paintball tomorrow.

I already missed Lagoon, I ain't missing paintball.

LilAngie
xoxo

My own Christmas present to myself :)

Thank you Santa for granting my second wish.

Although I used my own money for it.
But maybe You somehow/somewhat/indirectly helped me convinced my mom :)


<3


Now all that's left in the short listed wishlist is befriending Sasuke :)

Please Santa, that's all Angie's asking.

LilAngie
xoxo

My uhhh , current wishlist.

Dear Santa,

I do not wish for a iPhone, or iPad, or iPod, or MacBook

or new laptop

or new handphone

or new camera

or anything that is related to technology.


Currently , I am only wishing for two things.

1. I wish to know Sasuke a little better than as a stalker. I wanna be his fwiend :)

2. I wanna get this cute jacket.

I know I had not been a good girl this year, but please make an exception on me :3
That is all I'm asking for ~

Mama seemed to agree with me that it is a very cute jacket.
Ehehehe.

LilAngie
xoxo

Random-ness :3

Some pictures that I took today :3

And some stolen from my sister ehehehe.


Did this during Social Psychology :3
Ms.Tan was talking bout Prejudice and Discrimination so I thought of NOH8.
And Tommy. Ehehehe.


Took this when we were in the concussion discussion room.

The clouds are sho fluffy and pretty ~

Took Stole this from my sister's Facebook.
Its Elisha and Daniel :)

A sushi roll Elisha. HAHAHA
Sho adorable <3

AND I SEE SASUKE IN THE LIBRARYYYYY!

He's still i the library nao.

Ehehehehehehe.


LilAngie
xoxo

My heart skipped several beats.

Me and the gang had 3 hours break before our next class starts.
So we hung out at the library couches.

Me and Mir was sleeping there while Cammie and Yann went to look for Ms.Maria regarding the second assignment.

When we woke up , they were already back and told us about their "little adventure".
which involved climbing up 9 flights of stairs and a little scolding.

While chatting , Mir pointed to the window and said "Sasuke."
As usual , I was overly excited and watched him as he walks pass.

And then he dissapeared from my sight.
Awww.
I was a little sad but I thought its okay since its good enough that I get to see him.

Then when I looked up to the study room (which is right next to the couches, seperated only by a glass wall), HE WAS STANDING THERE!
I got a shocked! O.O

And he was sitting right next to meeeeeeee!
Not next next, but close enough. Only a wall between us.
The whole time, I dare not looked at the study room coz its so scary. I'm afraid that he'd glare at me again LOL.

It was oddly satisfying.
♥

Picture taken by Yann. I was sitting on the right side of my bag.
Maybe I'm feeling syok sendiri , but he looked like he was staring at me o.o

No wonder my right eye twitched yesterday.


LilAngie
xoxo

OH EM GEE.

I've been straining my eyes to look at everyone who passes by to look for that spiky-hair-guy-that-glares-at-us now. Semester 2 started last week but I've haven't spotted him yet.


UNTIL


This morning.



We were at the 24/7 , hanging out and giggling around.

And as usual , I was browsing through the passerby.
Then , I saw a guy , who gave me the-famous-Sasuke-glare o.o

But his hair was ... VERY different.

Then I asked Mir and Cam , "Is that Sasuke?"
Mir was like , "Omg ya he is."
And I was like ..


OH EM GEE.

No wonder I haven't seen him at all !
He changed his hairstyle and I've been looking for the spiky hair dude!

First day back.

Mom woke me up 30 minutes earlier than my alarm did. I wanted to continue sleeping but I couldn't ._. Must've been really excited to back to college.


I don't even fall asleep in the car like I always do last sem.


And then Ms.Teresa tells us that we're gonna have to write a journal as our final assesment.
As in, on a regular basis , starting TODAY.


I don't even normally update my own blog, and now she wants us to write a diary ._.


And in Mr.Ernesto's class , he confirmed that we'll be working with a male model.
FIGURE drawing, he emphasized.
He specifically said ;

- No mocking the model
- Do not talk directly to the model
- Respect the
model
- If you need to talk to the model , let me know and I'll tell him wud
to do.

LOL.


And then he tells us that he'll be leaving Malaysia on December :(
SO SAD.

He's one of my favourite lecturers =/
Despite that we constantly make fun of him.
And his flat butt


Oh yeah , there isn't any sight of Sasuke today.
Though I found the club that he was supposed to be promoting.
SO SO SAD.


I missed him =x


LilAngie
xoxo

Sasu oh Sasu.

A tribute to THE Sasuke.


This was the expression he gave me last last Friday when I handed him our carnival flyer.
Or at least how it looked like to me.

Ps : My drawing skills isn't half as good as Cammie or the rest of them.
Who're good enough to have a DevianTART account :D

And the image is taken with my phone so its a little not clear.
Don't have a scanner at home so , bear with me :D



And I miss the Sasu already.
Why on Earth are you so difficult to find on Facebook? LOL

LilAngie
xoxo

Updates :3

I'll try to summarise everything that happened this week.

11th July 2011 , Monday

Discussed for Carnival , Disco Fever theme.
Meeting was too long , Yann and Cam was starving.
Went to OldTown , got caught by the workers for bringing my own food.
Disliked OldTown even more :3

Bumped into Sasuke twice that day.

Oh and I left Mr.Ernesto's class early.
So Cammeh was singing 'Helena' when I left.
Or so she claims o.o


12th July 2011 , Tuesday

Did Swan Lake for Human Comm class. I was the black swan.
And I had to over-makeup again ._.

Met Sasuke at the foodcourt.
The other three wouldn't stop staring at him. LOL

Yann and Mir saw Shine Shawn today.
And they thought he was really cute.

LOLOLOLOL

13th July 2011 , Wednesday

Worst day of the week.
Both English and Malaysian Studies canceled.

AND I fell down the stairs.
Twisted my ankle and its swollen like an egg ._.

Saw Sasuke twice : -
1) At the dropoff area , I think he was walking towards the study room.
2) In the study room , I was few tables away from his gang. LOLOLOL


14th July 2011 , Thursday

Second worst day of the week.

Saw Sasuke early in the morning.
Then rushed like mad to finish up the Malaysian Studies storybook.

Waited in the Study Room till 6.30 for Mr.Ernesto's exhibition.
Sasuke walked in ~ and he was sleeping o.o

Drank cocktail at the exhibition.
Took extra half a cup coz Yann can't drink.

And I think I was a little drunk o.O


15th July 2011 , Friday

Saw Sasuke at the library's entrance while we were heading to print stuff.
He was walking behind us all the way up to level 2 :3

Tried to do the Colour Theory for Mr.Ernesto.
Trying to understand + Looking for help + Sorting out the colours + A little arguements in between = 4 hours.

Yeah, that's about it.

LilAngie
xoxo

Deepest Confession.

Miss Nat did it again.
She put us in the most awkward situation ever, as usual.

Today, she made us reveal the juiciest gossips of our classmates.
And I've just made the biggest confession that not even Yann , Cam and Mir knows.

I ..







I ..








I ..







I ...









I ...








I ...

I HAVE A CRUSH ON SASUKE!





Cam , I bet you'll laugh at this.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Don't know if its fated or wud, I bumped into him twice today.
Once at the food court, second time when I was at my brother's place.
He walked passed the shop with a girl o.o


BUT then again,
people as good looking as him most probably already have a girlfriend :3

Oh yeah, I even revealed to the class that me, Cammie and Mirrie stalked him in the library.
LOLOLOL!

LilAngie
xoxo