Not ready at all.

I can't believe its a year already.

I still have that feeling that I just finished SPM few months ago.
Not to mention, the impact of Shawne's death affect me more than I thought it'd be.

Though we were never close, I just felt that human life is so ... unpredictable.

The worst part is probably when I found out he died one day after celebrating his girlfriend's birthday at Port Dickson. It's really really really devastating.
Which is also why I cried everytime I see his girlfriend.

And .. 2012 is like , 2 days away.
I barely felt that I've gone through a year.
Everything seemed to went by in a blink of an eye.
And not to mention, I can't believe I HAD a crush on a narcissist. Dayum.

Guess its okay to know that I've fallen deeper for Sasuke compared to the narcissist.

So , I mised the usual yearly trip to Lagoon to attend a Social Psychology class.
Not to mention, its the day that Shawne left us forever.

All in all, 2o11 is not really a good year after all.

P/s : Skipping class though technically there IS no class to go paintball tomorrow.

I already missed Lagoon, I ain't missing paintball.

LilAngie
xoxo

Joy to the World ~

LilAngieBubu would like to wish the people who ever reads this blog
which I know there's nobodeh

a very ~

Don't overfeed the Santa, or he'd be like ; -

HAHAHA!

And Happy Birthday mami dearest! ♥

Sis's having a BBQ party later to celebrate mami and Daniel's birthday. :)

LilAngie
xoxo

Just in case I died of unknown cause.

The whole morning was pretty awful for me.

It was fine until I checked Shawne's profile again.
Looking at the messages, especially the one from Damien. I cried reading it.

Probably the first time Yann saw me cry too.

Bumped into Elwin as well. He didn't look as cheerful as he used to be.
We'd understand why. Everyone was devastated.

But otherwise, I did my sketchbook for Sean's tutorial, as usual.

And when it came to the feedback on our previous assignment ;

Jay : Okay, if I get lower marks than all of you ..

Me : You're gonna kill us?

Jay : IF you all got higher than me.

*everyone was staring at him*

Mr.Sean : So .. who wanna go first?

Fortunate : Jay.

Jay : WHAT?!

Us : Yeah, Jay.

Mr Sean : Okay Jay ...

Jay : Wait a minute. *runs out of the class*

Me : Mr Sean .. ta yao sha wo men le! (He wanna kill us le!)

Mr.Sean : I think he's only joking ...

Us : Its not funny ..

Me : Maybe he's taking a blade now.

Syazren : Maybe he's getting a gun.

*Jay comes back with a pencil*

Jay : Okay ... Lai Yenn, how do I spell your name?

Me : Why? Just in case I died and nobody knows my name?

Jay : Yeah some sort.

*Mr Sean starts telling him about good and bad (we're laughing our ass off) and told him his marks*

AND JAY SHOWS US A LIST THAT SAYS "WHO TO KILL" WITH ALL OF OUR NAMES THERE.

Wtf man.


And the best part is, my name's top of the list.

So, in case I were to die , here's a picture of that guy.
His full name is Lim Ju Wen, but he goes by the name Jay because he thinks Wen is a girl's name.
Oh and he also said he'll kill anyone that calls him Wen.


And I am not fucking joking.

LilAngie
xoxo

Something that I would never expect.

Was in Social Psychology class when Mr.Suresh smsed and asked if I was around.

I told him yes, because I thought maybe he wanted to invite me for a Christmas party or something. And then he starts calling my phone, when I was in the middle of the class.
But I didn't pick it up.


After a few hours, I'm starting to wonder,
if he only wanted to invite me to a party, why is he so eager about it?

And the question has been answered when I logged into Facebook.

The first few posts that I saw was :

R.I.P Shine Shawne.


I was like, wtf happened to him?!

I asked Alphaeus, but he wasn't replying me. And I saw that Choon Weng was online, but I hesitated because I thought he's in Lagoon. But I still messaged him.
Surprisingly, he's there and he told me the whole story.

Or rather, confirmed the story.

Up till this moment, I still can't believe it.
I've known him for 5 years and ... he's only eighteen.

He's so young ..

Everyone was devestated, especially the posts from his closest friends.
Some of them even changed their profile pictures to the ones that they took with Shawne.
I still can't grasp the idea that he's no longer here.

R.I.P Shine Shawne.
You will always be in our hearts.

And I'm really sorry that I can't be there to pay your family some respects.
I truly am.

LilAngie
xoxo

My own Christmas present to myself :)

Thank you Santa for granting my second wish.

Although I used my own money for it.
But maybe You somehow/somewhat/indirectly helped me convinced my mom :)


<3


Now all that's left in the short listed wishlist is befriending Sasuke :)

Please Santa, that's all Angie's asking.

LilAngie
xoxo

My uhhh , current wishlist.

Dear Santa,

I do not wish for a iPhone, or iPad, or iPod, or MacBook

or new laptop

or new handphone

or new camera

or anything that is related to technology.


Currently , I am only wishing for two things.

1. I wish to know Sasuke a little better than as a stalker. I wanna be his fwiend :)

2. I wanna get this cute jacket.

I know I had not been a good girl this year, but please make an exception on me :3
That is all I'm asking for ~

Mama seemed to agree with me that it is a very cute jacket.
Ehehehe.

LilAngie
xoxo