Drop dead exhausted.

I have never been this tired in my entire life.


I've only slept for approximately 5 hours average for the past 3 weeks.
And I'm telling you, I really don't like it.


Assignments pilling up, brainstorm for ideas, completed some, gets rejected, brainstorm again, gets rejected again, completed and handed up the assignment, new one comes in.

Literarily, tiring.

And I just  found out Sasuke's convocation is today.
Which means, he might be leaving Malaysia anytime from now.

Which also means, yesterday was probably the last time for me to see him.

LilAngie
xoxo

Interactive Multimedia Design.

Two days since Degree started. And I've never been on time for the first class of the day.
Yeah, it pisses me off.

But then, I'd feel better afterwards.
Thanks to the new items they brought in for Multimedia students this year.



MacBook Pro

Guess?

Intuos 4!

Suddenly I don't mind coming late :P
Though its not in my power whether to mind or not.

Classes have been so enjoyable with these loanable stuff :D

LilAngie
xoxo

My First Photoshopped Picture!

Had my first Digital Design class today. And we learned a few stuff about Photoshop.

So, my lecturers, Mr.Adam and Mr.Jeffrey asked us to merge two photos and try to make something "surreal".

My initial idea was to make something like an annoying orange but its so .. not cute.

LOL. So, I made a butterfly faerie :3

Oh and, we all get to "borrow" a MacBook PRO for this class.
Along with Wacom Tablets in the future.
WHOAAAAA ~





And the results?

TADAAAAAA!
I'm sho happie with this. <3

LilAngie
xoxo

Dissatisfaction.

Another story that I wanted to share a long time ago, but I wasn't brave enough to name the people involved.

So yeah, its protected post, again.

Show Post

Typing it out made me felt better.
Somewhat.

LilAngie
xoxo

Another three years of sunshine-ness.

Shyt.

I thought I wouldn't have to see any of the people that I disliked in my Foundation year in this coming three years of Degree.

Guess I was wrong.

The one who wanted to kill me - stuck in Foundation (I guess)
The one who only seeked me when she needs help - in another course
The most narcissistic and oh-so-want-to-be-model - has just enrolled into the same course.

Shiet. Shiet. Shiet.

LilAngie
xoxo

SETTLEDDDD!

YES! I just submitted my documents for PTPTN.

-Before that-

I went to Uncle's place (the owner of the bookstore @ Taylors) to photocopy the papers I just got from Divisional Office. I didn't want to give them the real copy.

And he said ;

Sure can approve one lah! Or not where got people got so much money to study?

It kinda relieves me coz the way he said it is like my loan would definitely be approved.
*crossfingers*

THANKS UNCLE!

- Oh and, I saw that guy who threatened to kill me and a handsome Bill-Kaulitz-lookalike -

LilAngie
xoxo

Ehehehe.

Remember the 'Mount Screenshot Contest' I posted a while ago?
Can't be that difficult to forget since I barely posted anything this month.

I WON IT!
Mwahahahahaha.

Though I joined just for the sake of taking pictures.


Oh and I went back to Taylor's yesterday to submit all the stuff for PTPTN.
And I told the lady bout the mistake I made regarding the SPM year.

And she said







ITS OKAY.


YAY!
Another big worry down.
Ahahahahaha!

And while waiting for my sister to fetch me back, I waited in the library.
I saw Sasuke.

Not sure if he saw me, but I think he looked a couple of times?
Despite sitting in a hidden place.

AND.

I saw him kissing another girl.

:OOOOOOOO

On the cheek.

:OOOOOOOO

And I'm telling you, I don't know what to feel.

:OOOOOOOO

But I'm not sad, that's for sure.

LilAngie
xoxo

Dreadful.

Submitted my PTPTN application last Friday.
And then sis pointed out that I filled in the year I took SPM as 2012.

Shiet man.

I really hope they'd check thoroughly because there's no way I can take SPM after my foundation.
Hopefully they realize this silly mistake and help me correct it.
I can't imagine if my loan got rejected because of this.

Come to think of it, I'm born in 1993 anyway. I can't possibly take SPM 2 years later than I was supposed to be. And not to mention, I think all the minimum requirements to enter college is like, 5 credits in SPM or O-Levels. Something like that.

I really really hope there wouldn't be a problem.

Anyhow, I got my SSPN card today.
Don't know what is it for but adds up to another card in my pursie :D

*lame*

LilAngie
xoxo

Just in case I died of unknown cause.

The whole morning was pretty awful for me.

It was fine until I checked Shawne's profile again.
Looking at the messages, especially the one from Damien. I cried reading it.

Probably the first time Yann saw me cry too.

Bumped into Elwin as well. He didn't look as cheerful as he used to be.
We'd understand why. Everyone was devastated.

But otherwise, I did my sketchbook for Sean's tutorial, as usual.

And when it came to the feedback on our previous assignment ;

Jay : Okay, if I get lower marks than all of you ..

Me : You're gonna kill us?

Jay : IF you all got higher than me.

*everyone was staring at him*

Mr.Sean : So .. who wanna go first?

Fortunate : Jay.

Jay : WHAT?!

Us : Yeah, Jay.

Mr Sean : Okay Jay ...

Jay : Wait a minute. *runs out of the class*

Me : Mr Sean .. ta yao sha wo men le! (He wanna kill us le!)

Mr.Sean : I think he's only joking ...

Us : Its not funny ..

Me : Maybe he's taking a blade now.

Syazren : Maybe he's getting a gun.

*Jay comes back with a pencil*

Jay : Okay ... Lai Yenn, how do I spell your name?

Me : Why? Just in case I died and nobody knows my name?

Jay : Yeah some sort.

*Mr Sean starts telling him about good and bad (we're laughing our ass off) and told him his marks*

AND JAY SHOWS US A LIST THAT SAYS "WHO TO KILL" WITH ALL OF OUR NAMES THERE.

Wtf man.


And the best part is, my name's top of the list.

So, in case I were to die , here's a picture of that guy.
His full name is Lim Ju Wen, but he goes by the name Jay because he thinks Wen is a girl's name.
Oh and he also said he'll kill anyone that calls him Wen.


And I am not fucking joking.

LilAngie
xoxo

Something that I would never expect.

Was in Social Psychology class when Mr.Suresh smsed and asked if I was around.

I told him yes, because I thought maybe he wanted to invite me for a Christmas party or something. And then he starts calling my phone, when I was in the middle of the class.
But I didn't pick it up.


After a few hours, I'm starting to wonder,
if he only wanted to invite me to a party, why is he so eager about it?

And the question has been answered when I logged into Facebook.

The first few posts that I saw was :

R.I.P Shine Shawne.


I was like, wtf happened to him?!

I asked Alphaeus, but he wasn't replying me. And I saw that Choon Weng was online, but I hesitated because I thought he's in Lagoon. But I still messaged him.
Surprisingly, he's there and he told me the whole story.

Or rather, confirmed the story.

Up till this moment, I still can't believe it.
I've known him for 5 years and ... he's only eighteen.

He's so young ..

Everyone was devestated, especially the posts from his closest friends.
Some of them even changed their profile pictures to the ones that they took with Shawne.
I still can't grasp the idea that he's no longer here.

R.I.P Shine Shawne.
You will always be in our hearts.

And I'm really sorry that I can't be there to pay your family some respects.
I truly am.

LilAngie
xoxo

More Pictures!

More pictures that I stole borrowed from Cammie :D

Signing the forms , and that uncle looked so scary right?
Well, HE IS.
At least still got abit sense of humour.

Smiling at the forms? LOL


Nawww look at the doggies :D

<3

I was bathing Carmen's dog. She's scared LOL.
But this doggie's quite cute too :3

Me walking the doggie :D
My third one I think. He was super active. I couldn't catch up with him when he runs, so we walked.
Otherwise , he'd be dragging me on the floor.

Me walking the dog again. Ehehehe

Look at Wen Yan and Yann's expression when the dog "auto-dried-system"ed.
HAHAHA

Credits to Cam for the pictures :)

LilAngie
xoxo

Random-ness :3

Some pictures that I took today :3

And some stolen from my sister ehehehe.


Did this during Social Psychology :3
Ms.Tan was talking bout Prejudice and Discrimination so I thought of NOH8.
And Tommy. Ehehehe.


Took this when we were in the concussion discussion room.

The clouds are sho fluffy and pretty ~

Took Stole this from my sister's Facebook.
Its Elisha and Daniel :)

A sushi roll Elisha. HAHAHA
Sho adorable <3

AND I SEE SASUKE IN THE LIBRARYYYYY!

He's still i the library nao.

Ehehehehehehe.


LilAngie
xoxo

Short Updates.

College , assignments , friends , Forsaken World.
College , assignments, friends , Forsaken World.
College , assignments , friends , Forsaken World.

That's pretty much what I've been doing these days.
Not to mention the friends issues that I have to deal with.


Anyhow, I've got three pictures to offer at the moment.


First one , Baby Elisha Egbert Adolf.


Awwwww , ain't she sweet?
Her eyes are really round you know <3


Second picture , my surrealism art for Figure Drawing.


Not as brilliant as my classmates but I'm glad I finished it.
Or at least I think so, unless Mr.Ernesto thinks its not dark enough.


Third picture , my recent new collection.

Open-able lockets. Just got the big silver one recently.
I got the one with 'friends' last year. Cassie has the one that says 'best'.

I know I'm supposed to be saving but I'm a serious shucker for lockets.

LilAngie
xoxo

My heart skipped several beats.

Me and the gang had 3 hours break before our next class starts.
So we hung out at the library couches.

Me and Mir was sleeping there while Cammie and Yann went to look for Ms.Maria regarding the second assignment.

When we woke up , they were already back and told us about their "little adventure".
which involved climbing up 9 flights of stairs and a little scolding.

While chatting , Mir pointed to the window and said "Sasuke."
As usual , I was overly excited and watched him as he walks pass.

And then he dissapeared from my sight.
Awww.
I was a little sad but I thought its okay since its good enough that I get to see him.

Then when I looked up to the study room (which is right next to the couches, seperated only by a glass wall), HE WAS STANDING THERE!
I got a shocked! O.O

And he was sitting right next to meeeeeeee!
Not next next, but close enough. Only a wall between us.
The whole time, I dare not looked at the study room coz its so scary. I'm afraid that he'd glare at me again LOL.

It was oddly satisfying.
♥

Picture taken by Yann. I was sitting on the right side of my bag.
Maybe I'm feeling syok sendiri , but he looked like he was staring at me o.o

No wonder my right eye twitched yesterday.


LilAngie
xoxo

OH EM GEE.

I've been straining my eyes to look at everyone who passes by to look for that spiky-hair-guy-that-glares-at-us now. Semester 2 started last week but I've haven't spotted him yet.


UNTIL


This morning.



We were at the 24/7 , hanging out and giggling around.

And as usual , I was browsing through the passerby.
Then , I saw a guy , who gave me the-famous-Sasuke-glare o.o

But his hair was ... VERY different.

Then I asked Mir and Cam , "Is that Sasuke?"
Mir was like , "Omg ya he is."
And I was like ..


OH EM GEE.

No wonder I haven't seen him at all !
He changed his hairstyle and I've been looking for the spiky hair dude!

Freezing Wednesday.

All that happened today was ;

Another Visual Culture class was canceled. So we all came early for nothing, again. We had 5 hours of free period before Mr.Sean's class.

The usual 4 of us, took our own sweet time during lunch. We just want to waste as much time as usual. After lunch, we decided to sit by the lake to watch the ducks. Mir is obsessed with duckies lately.

After sitting there for about 1 hour , Jayung passes by. As usual , he'd be staring at us.
God knows why.

And then it started raining cats and dogs ._.


Once the rain started , it never stopped.
Despite wearing 3/4 sleeve and a jacket, I was still freezing.

And not to mention, another day of not meeting Sasuke.

LilAngie
xoxo

Tuesday with nobody.

So I reached college by 9am when my class starts on 2pm. Had no choice because bro has to go to work by then. I stayed at FacetoFace till 11+ , hogging their WiFi while playing FW :3
And then the place was packed like crazy!

There's literarily no more seats left inside the restaurant.

I felt quite bad for hogging the WiFi AND a seat , so I changed place to the library.

Bout half an hour later, Yann calls and tells me our 2pm class (the ONE and only class for the day) is canceled. I was like , wth? So I came for nothing? And not to mention, I'll be going back home on 1opm today. HOW NICE.

And Yann decides to go Pyramid alone to get her stuffs. I said I didn't want to go coz since we're going again on Thursday, I could've saved an unnecessary trip.

I wasted some time by sending an email to DearNick and cleared my inbox.

And as time passes, I'm getting colder and colder. Of all the days, I chose to wear long sleeve today and leave my jacket. How smart of me. After shivering for another 30mins +-, I got out of the library to sit by the lake.

It sounds crazy , but it really is a nice spot there.

And then I found out that my Hotmail account was temporarily blocked. "Unusual activities going on with your account etc". I was like , wtf? I only sent ONE friggin email and deleted 5000+ junk mails! Wtf wtf wtf. Then spent another 2 hours trying to fix it. Sheesh.


Its just second day of college and its already a nightmare.


Oh and , no sign of Sasuke again.

LilAngie
xoxo

First day back.

Mom woke me up 30 minutes earlier than my alarm did. I wanted to continue sleeping but I couldn't ._. Must've been really excited to back to college.


I don't even fall asleep in the car like I always do last sem.


And then Ms.Teresa tells us that we're gonna have to write a journal as our final assesment.
As in, on a regular basis , starting TODAY.


I don't even normally update my own blog, and now she wants us to write a diary ._.


And in Mr.Ernesto's class , he confirmed that we'll be working with a male model.
FIGURE drawing, he emphasized.
He specifically said ;

- No mocking the model
- Do not talk directly to the model
- Respect the
model
- If you need to talk to the model , let me know and I'll tell him wud
to do.

LOL.


And then he tells us that he'll be leaving Malaysia on December :(
SO SAD.

He's one of my favourite lecturers =/
Despite that we constantly make fun of him.
And his flat butt


Oh yeah , there isn't any sight of Sasuke today.
Though I found the club that he was supposed to be promoting.
SO SO SAD.


I missed him =x


LilAngie
xoxo

Deepest Confession.

Miss Nat did it again.
She put us in the most awkward situation ever, as usual.

Today, she made us reveal the juiciest gossips of our classmates.
And I've just made the biggest confession that not even Yann , Cam and Mir knows.

I ..







I ..








I ..







I ...









I ...








I ...

I HAVE A CRUSH ON SASUKE!





Cam , I bet you'll laugh at this.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Don't know if its fated or wud, I bumped into him twice today.
Once at the food court, second time when I was at my brother's place.
He walked passed the shop with a girl o.o


BUT then again,
people as good looking as him most probably already have a girlfriend :3

Oh yeah, I even revealed to the class that me, Cammie and Mirrie stalked him in the library.
LOLOLOL!

LilAngie
xoxo

Keeping it Short and Simple.

26th June 2011

Met up with my qing ai de online friend, Jy and Aya from Singapore.
I met both of them through online games.

Went for Go Kart and Paintball.
I had loads of fun there :D

Favourite shot of the day.
HAHAHAHAHAHA
Taken by me :3

Group photo.
Left to Right : -
Me , Ben (back) , Cassie , Joshua John (back) , Wen Han , Jy , Aya and the rest of Aya's friends which I don't know.

29th June 2011

Went to Amp Square for our Human Comm. assessment with the class.

Cam, Mir , Yann and I did Helena by My Chemical Romance.
Yeah, that's how I got obsessed with Gee.



Cam : The one with the wig and red "tie" as Gerard.
Yann : The dead fella on the left side of the floor as puppet #1.
Mir : The other dead fella on the right side of the floor as puppet #2.
Me : The corpse on the chair as Helena.

They really turned me into a corpse I tell you.

See? ._.


But overall , I loved our performance.
It was the most unique one :3

Though it is so not my style but still ~
we got pretty high marks for it :D


LilAngie
xoxo