Bracelet loves!

I know I'm only posting for the sake of keeping some records on the Archive. 

Though its only 1 post per month ... better than nothing right? :D 

Anyhoo, I don't really feel like typing much. So, just let the images do their talking. 

Epic picture taken by his best fwiend's girlfriend.

Confusing, I know. LOL 

This was taken by Marwan and Mir, for my Video Editing project. 

And well, I took the liberty of taking a screenshot out if it?

50% of the image is mine anyway. HAHAHA!

Or technically, 100%? If you know what I mean ;) 

And recently, I've been in LOVE with bracelets. After getting one from Partz and Puzzle.

Adorable vintage set with 5 charms that symbolizes something (to me la).

Few months back, Yann, Mir and I stumbled across beautiful bracelet creations by CraftedByMei at Offline, Pyramid. 

Most of them were, BREATHTAKING! Like seriously.

Quite pricey, but its quite worth it. (I think) 

And since I got one from Partz and Puzzle recently, I've been stalking her blog for quite some time. 

So I narrowed down three choices : 

http://craftedbymei.blogspot.com/2012/07/magenta-enchanted-series.html

 Magenta from the Enchanted series. 

 http://craftedbymei.blogspot.com/2011/12/customization-jolynn.html

Customization for Jolynn. 

http://craftedbymei.blogspot.com/2012/02/customization-joanne.html

Customization for Joanne. 

I'm so torn apart. 

And given the price, I'm pretty sure I can only choose one of it. 

Right now I locked down on the one for Jolynn. 

UNLESS, I decide to change my mind .. again. 

LilAngie

xoxo

A Different Lifestyle

Things have changed .. quite abit.

Especially my lifestyle, considering that I'm so used to be independent.
Not to say I was very independent, but I never thought of including another person in my routines.

 

I admit, at times, it is very sweet.

And time seems to fly pass by very fast each time we spent time together.

To say that I am contented is an understatement.

 

I am happy. Very happy actually.

 

Till last Saturday, when I saw his back. Well, that was actually his brother.

But then again,

Though it wasn't him, but my heart stopped beating because he resembled him so so much.
After all, he is his brother.

 

I don't know what to feel.

 

I'm supposed to be happy. So why should I still care about him?
Why should I still be bothered about the shits that he put me through?

 

Right, because I still care.

 

And I feel so .. sorry. Sorry that I had to let him see this side of me.
Sorry that I still care about the other guy.
Sorry that I wasn't trully .. healed.

LilAngie
xoxo

Unexpected.

After Penang trip, I've been constantly texting someone who I've never expected that I'd have so many commons likings with. Also, my perception towards him changed quite abit when he and the rest of the people sent me to the hospital back in Penang.


Wouldn't have expected him to be so .. reliable at that time. Especially when I was so vulnerable.
Not to mention, I've never been admitted to hospital before.

I started to notice that both of us are quite similar (characteristic wise). And it kinda draws me to him. Though Cass and Wen Han have been constantly teasing me and him, I just denied most of the time because I'm still afraid.

This has happened to me before.

The texting, the caring, the attention give, it was exactly (more or less) the same.
I was afraid that the outcome would be the same. That I'd get hurt eventually.
Which is probably why I'm still in the denial state.

When he confessed, I was literally speechless.
I didn't know what to respond, eventhough I know the feelings were mutual.
To me, it was deja vu.
But as Cass said, how'd I know I'll get hurt if I don't try?

So that night, I know he'll call me out eventually. I made the decision to go out with him, alone.
Though both of us literally had no idea on where to go. We just circled Kota Kemuning.
Yes, it was lame. LOL
Then we decided to just sit down and talk at McD. And not to mention we bumped into alot of his friends there.
Awkward questions here and there.
He wasn't pressing for the answer, but I know he's really anxious about it.
And I still didn't know how am I gonna tell him about my insecurities.


Anyhow, we both managed to talk till about 2.30am. Didn't know how it happened also.
And he didn't want to send me back yet, so he circled Subang Jaya before sending me back.
First time in my life, Kesas was EMPTY!


When we reached my house, I made up my mind and told him;
We can try .. and see if it works out.And then I just hugged him and said;
I don't want the same thing to happen again.


LilAngie
xoxo

Drop dead exhausted.

I have never been this tired in my entire life.


I've only slept for approximately 5 hours average for the past 3 weeks.
And I'm telling you, I really don't like it.


Assignments pilling up, brainstorm for ideas, completed some, gets rejected, brainstorm again, gets rejected again, completed and handed up the assignment, new one comes in.

Literarily, tiring.

And I just  found out Sasuke's convocation is today.
Which means, he might be leaving Malaysia anytime from now.

Which also means, yesterday was probably the last time for me to see him.

LilAngie
xoxo

Emotions.

I always thought myself as a person who lacks of emotion.
Because I rarely express myself, literarily.
I rarely laugh or cry.
Sincerely.Unless I was really really feeling it.
Which of course, rarely happened.

But now,

I could laugh to my heart's content while watching PewDiePie movies.
I could cry my eyes out when I heard mom's admitted to the hospital.
I could feel really envious when I see pairs.
I could be really bold to the person that I dislike (not surprised actually)Not sure if having all these strong emotions is a good thing or a bad thing.


LilAngie
xoxo

Baek Ji Young - Over Time

Really in love with this MV and song atm :)

LilAngie

xoxo

Palace

Getting really addicted to this new China drama.
Its called Palace - Lock Heart.

And I'm really in love with the 8th Prince.

Despite the cuteness, I love how he pursuit Qing Chao.
Sho super adorable.
And its the wrong time for me to actually get addicted to a drama right now.

LilAngie
xoxo

Brokenhearted.

This is more than a typical kinda thing
Felt the jones in my bones when you were touching me, oh oh
Didn't want to take it slow
In a daze, going crazed, I can barely think
You're replaying in my brain, find it hard to sleep, oh oh
Waiting for my phone to blow

Now I'm here in a sticky situation
Got a little trouble, yep and now I'm pacin'
Five minutes, ten minutes, now it's been an hour
Don't wanna think too hard, but I'm sour

Oh oh, I can't seem to let you go

See I've been waiting all day
For you to call me baby
So let's get up, let's get on it
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right
Honest baby I'll do
Anything you want to
So can we finish what we started
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right, cheerio

What's the time, such a crime
Not a single word, sipping on a Patron
Just to calm my nerves, oh oh
Poppin' bottles by the phone
Oh yeah
Had me up, had me down, turn me inside out
That's enough, call me up
Maybe I'm in doubt, oh oh
I don't even think you know, no no

See I've been waiting all day
For you to call me baby
So let's get up, let's get on it
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right
Honest baby I'll do
Anything you want to
So can we finish what we started
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right, cheerio

Anything you wanna do, I'll be on it too
Everything you say, it's like a gold with a view
Business on the front, party in the back
Maybe I was wrong, was the outfit really wack?

This kinda thing doesn't happen usually
I'm on the opposite side of it, truthfully
I know you want it so come and get it, cheerio

See I've been waiting all day
For you to call me baby
So let's get up, let's get on it
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
ohhhohohhhoohhhh
Honest baby I'll do
Anything you want to
So can we finish what we started
Don't you leave me broken hearted tonight
Come on, that's right, cheeri, cheeri, cheerio

When you gonna call
Don't leave me broken hearted
I've been waiting up
Let's finish what we started, oh oh
I can't seem to let you go
Come on, that's right, cheerio, uh!

Sometimes.

I just wish that someone would hug me from the back,
And tell me everything will be alright.

And hold me close,
So I could sleep in his arms.

LilAngie
xoxo

Tableto!

Been borrowing the Wacom Tablet everyday just to practice.


Drew these two eyes the first day I borrowed it outside of class :)
Did it in front of *cough*Sasu*cough* too.

Despite having no more lovey-admirey-stalkey feeling for him, I still can't .. look at him.
Well, I tried not to.
But when I did .. I caught him staring/glaring at me ._.

Being paranoid maybe?


LilAngie
xoxo

Interactive Multimedia Design.

Two days since Degree started. And I've never been on time for the first class of the day.
Yeah, it pisses me off.

But then, I'd feel better afterwards.
Thanks to the new items they brought in for Multimedia students this year.



MacBook Pro

Guess?

Intuos 4!

Suddenly I don't mind coming late :P
Though its not in my power whether to mind or not.

Classes have been so enjoyable with these loanable stuff :D

LilAngie
xoxo

My First Photoshopped Picture!

Had my first Digital Design class today. And we learned a few stuff about Photoshop.

So, my lecturers, Mr.Adam and Mr.Jeffrey asked us to merge two photos and try to make something "surreal".

My initial idea was to make something like an annoying orange but its so .. not cute.

LOL. So, I made a butterfly faerie :3

Oh and, we all get to "borrow" a MacBook PRO for this class.
Along with Wacom Tablets in the future.
WHOAAAAA ~





And the results?

TADAAAAAA!
I'm sho happie with this. <3

LilAngie
xoxo

Why oh Y?

Can you tell me Y?
:)


LilAngie
xoxo

Definitely foe.

'Friends' who only find me when they have nobody else left in their list,

can go and dai.

kthxbye.

LilAngie
xoxo

SETTLEDDDD!

YES! I just submitted my documents for PTPTN.

-Before that-

I went to Uncle's place (the owner of the bookstore @ Taylors) to photocopy the papers I just got from Divisional Office. I didn't want to give them the real copy.

And he said ;

Sure can approve one lah! Or not where got people got so much money to study?

It kinda relieves me coz the way he said it is like my loan would definitely be approved.
*crossfingers*

THANKS UNCLE!

- Oh and, I saw that guy who threatened to kill me and a handsome Bill-Kaulitz-lookalike -

LilAngie
xoxo

Ehehehe.

Remember the 'Mount Screenshot Contest' I posted a while ago?
Can't be that difficult to forget since I barely posted anything this month.

I WON IT!
Mwahahahahaha.

Though I joined just for the sake of taking pictures.


Oh and I went back to Taylor's yesterday to submit all the stuff for PTPTN.
And I told the lady bout the mistake I made regarding the SPM year.

And she said







ITS OKAY.


YAY!
Another big worry down.
Ahahahahaha!

And while waiting for my sister to fetch me back, I waited in the library.
I saw Sasuke.

Not sure if he saw me, but I think he looked a couple of times?
Despite sitting in a hidden place.

AND.

I saw him kissing another girl.

:OOOOOOOO

On the cheek.

:OOOOOOOO

And I'm telling you, I don't know what to feel.

:OOOOOOOO

But I'm not sad, that's for sure.

LilAngie
xoxo

(?)

If having different emotions at the same time is crazy,

Then it explains everything.

LilAngie
xoxo

Dreadful.

Submitted my PTPTN application last Friday.
And then sis pointed out that I filled in the year I took SPM as 2012.

Shiet man.

I really hope they'd check thoroughly because there's no way I can take SPM after my foundation.
Hopefully they realize this silly mistake and help me correct it.
I can't imagine if my loan got rejected because of this.

Come to think of it, I'm born in 1993 anyway. I can't possibly take SPM 2 years later than I was supposed to be. And not to mention, I think all the minimum requirements to enter college is like, 5 credits in SPM or O-Levels. Something like that.

I really really hope there wouldn't be a problem.

Anyhow, I got my SSPN card today.
Don't know what is it for but adds up to another card in my pursie :D

*lame*

LilAngie
xoxo

Leap Year

So, its 29th February today.

Happy Leap Year Day?

LilAngie
xoxo

Randoms.

Been running out of things to do lately.
LoL, drawing, Sims, Facebook and Twitter can't keep me busy anymore.
Not for long, that is.

So yesterday, I decided to play Forsaken World again , and I saw this "Mount Screenshot Contest".

And so, I've decided to enter with my pweety unicorn :)

I didn't edit anything on the one I submitted.
The picture's too pretty to be ruined with fonts.
Don't you think? :)

I added my "signature" on this one, just in case some copyright stuff happen.
(Like people claiming that I stole their screenshot etc)

Though I still have the original one with me.
Getting more paranoid after having Ms.Maria's class.
She kept insisting that we should becareful with this kinda stuff.

LilAngie
xoxo