Charades and Tyres

My fifth semester of Interactive Multimedia Design just started like, two weeks ago. So for now, I am still in that "chillin' stage".

Until the last two weeks of semester then I'll be crying somewhere in the corner.

So, the womans and I were into charades lately, as our lecturer, Ms.Anis kindly showed us one video by Ellen DeGeneres where she played a charade app called "Heads Up". Yann decided that it was funny, so she went and download a similar app as well (coz Heads Up isn't free HAHA).

And here's our attempt!

No idea why my fringe was out of place, but yeah.

I like the parts where Mir and I just kept saying the same things HAHAHA!

Last Friday, the boyfie came to Taylors and fetched me back, as I finished early that day. So we were on our back home from Kesas when we realized that there was a weird sound somewhere. It sounded like there was a helicopter right above our cars, but that can't be it. I suggested if it was the car tyres, so the boyfriend accelerated and sure enough, the sound got louder. Then he smelt burn rubber, and the cars behind us were all keeping their distance from us (he said one of them switched on the hazard lights as well). 

Eventually, we slowly drove to the side of the road, and that's when I looked at the side mirror and noticed that the back tyre has completely TORE OFF. 

We had NO IDEA how it happened. But luckily we managed to stop by the side quick enough. I can't imagine if this happened right in the middle of the road. Or worse, we didn't even realize it and we crashed onto something *touch wood*. 

So, boyfriend called the mechanic, and it took them about an hour to come. Luckily it wasn't rush hour, so not many people were gawking at us while they drove pass. 

Moral of the story: Trust Angie's instincts. :D

LilAngie

xoxo

Back Again

Due to some strange unknown reasons, I've decided to blog again. But God knows how long it'll take me before I quite again >.>

Maybe because now that I've been keeping track on the famous bloggers, I've got the urge to continue my own one as well. Maybe if I didn't stop, I might be famous too! HAHA. I wish. Nobody even reads this shiet.

Anyway, few of the main reasons I stopped was because, I literary had no time. The past two years had been hectic for me. Internship, assignments, friends, not to mention the boyfriend as well. Oh not to mention the problems that came in between these things. Secondly, I didn't want the boyfriend to read all my previous posts. Which was also the reason why I set the blog to private at one point. I guess I was ashamed of letting him know what fangirl emo posts I used to write. I admit, I am ashamed of my past. There is virtually nothing that I could be proud of. Unless you count a friend who used to mean the world to me, but now she left me like I was easily disposable. 

I'll get to that later.

So all in all, he told me that he went through a couple of emo posts, and he was really .. not happy about it? For some reason I'm glad that he kind-of understood what I went through, but I don't want him to feel sad about it. He's the reason I'm no longer writing those posts. I'm proud to say that I am way happier than the sad girl who wrote those emotional confessions.  Lol, cheesy much. Anyway, I think I've opened up and told him enough for the past two years, so I guess it's safe to let him read them. He'll find out eventually that the blog is back, so I'll leave it as that. 

Returning to the friend that I mentioned earlier, I'll admit that its tough for me to accept the fact that we no longer see each other. I loved her like my own sister, but she just .. tossed it all out of the window because there's an argument that we both were too egoistic to let it go? Yeah, that's about right. I admit, I might've overreacted the whole situation, but the times when I actually tried to mend the bonds, she just .. shuts me off. I think it has gone so childish to the point that we had to divide the boyfriend (and her boyfriend)'s group of friends into two. For instance, she'll invite those couple of people from the mutual group of friends to a party, and thinks that boyfie and I wouldn't know about it. I don't know, but I find that this is quite .. childish in my opinion. It makes it feel like I should be really devastated because I wasn't invited to one of her fancy parties.

WELL.

I am devastated, not because I was uninvited. But because you had to resort to this method to try and hurt me? I don't know if that's your intention, but it gives me the impression that you are gathering as many "allies" to your "side" and try to convince them that boyfie and I are the "dark side". So then we'll get isolated and you guys can enjoy your pretty little party together.  Maybe, maybe not, I don't know. One time we had a vacation together, and the both of them literary abandoned us, and dragged the rest of the group with them. For example, they all left to the beach, and her boyfriend just texted my boyfriend to 'inform' us that they're already at the beach. When ACTUALLY, their room is just 5 meters away from our room. Can't they even knock the door and let us know? It seriously didn't even seem like a vacation to us.

The one thing I regret the most, is not the fact that I lost my best friend, but the fact that my boyfriend has lost HIS best friend. A friendship that existed way before she and I even knew them, and now the ties are severed because of our stupid argument. And the worst part is, I thought that at least their friendship could be spared, since technically I'm the one who's having issues with her. But, now it seems that even her boyfriend couldn't care less about his own friendship, and don't even bother to salvage it. Boyfie keeps telling me that he couldn't care less about him anymore, but deep down inside I know he still cares about it.

Now both of us are in this stage where "we should stop pretending that we care for each other when in fact we wanna strangle the other".

I guess that's enough ranting for one post. Toodles <3 nbsp="" p="">LilAngie
xoxo

Current status.

Hmm, there isn't much going on in my life, actually. 

Besides getting more assignments, its pretty much the same.

I'd say, there are major changes in my life now. Besides having the new addition, there are also .. subtraction. 

And I most definitely did not expect to lose one of the most important person in my life, right after someone new entered. 

She, of everyone else, was the first to leave me. 

I honestly didn't see that coming. 

I thought, she of all people, would support me through this. 

But no. She was the first to walk out of my life. And chose not to tell me anything. ANYTHING. 

She said our relationship changed, because I seem to behave in a different manner when he's around.

And we seem to talk about things that concerned only us, whenever we hang out together.

But didn't she realize, that she's been doing the exact same thing in the past?

Having those private conversations with her boyfriend right in front of me? Cuddle and kisses when I'm around? Conversing in a topic that I absolutely have no idea about? And yet I never questioned anything. For several years, this has been going on. But I could bear with it. 

Why can't she? 

Why can't you? 

Why is it you are the one who's always dissatisfied? 

Why didn't you think things from my perspective?

Why is it only YOUR opinion matters? 

I understand perfectly why you are angry at me. 

But I most definitely do not understand why is it you have to make such a harsh execution on me.

Do you really want to settle things and remain the friendship we have or you already decided to wipe me off your life entirely? 

Throughout the years, I stuck with you. All the time. 

Does it look like I will abandon you just because I started dating? 

Which part of my actions indicate that I wish to remove you off my life? 

Your words hurt me even more than what he did. 

Coming from my best friend, especially. 

Now I'm not even sure if I should call you that anymore. 

LilAngie

xoxo

Penang Trip with the fwiends :)

Happy Birthday Mawy!

Y for happY.



HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MARYYYYY!
though I am 13minutes late =x


Yeh, her birthday's on 30th March.

Cass came up with the idea of all of us holding an alphabet to form ze 'Happy Birthday'.
Plan told and executed in ... 15minutes? LOL

Picture taken from Cassie Bubu's Facebookie <3

LilAngie
xoxo

Why oh Y?

Can you tell me Y?
:)


LilAngie
xoxo

Dissatisfaction.

Another story that I wanted to share a long time ago, but I wasn't brave enough to name the people involved.

So yeah, its protected post, again.

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Typing it out made me felt better.
Somewhat.

LilAngie
xoxo

Definitely foe.

'Friends' who only find me when they have nobody else left in their list,

can go and dai.

kthxbye.

LilAngie
xoxo

Friend or Foe?

I treasure friends who :

- Treats me as an equal

- Care for me as how they want me to do the same.

But not as much to the people who seeks for me after their needs are satisfied.

Nor people who only seeks for me when their need is something that I can give.

One simple word that describes these two types of 'friends' :

Selfish.

You know who you are.

LilAngie
xoxo

Not ready at all.

I can't believe its a year already.

I still have that feeling that I just finished SPM few months ago.
Not to mention, the impact of Shawne's death affect me more than I thought it'd be.

Though we were never close, I just felt that human life is so ... unpredictable.

The worst part is probably when I found out he died one day after celebrating his girlfriend's birthday at Port Dickson. It's really really really devastating.
Which is also why I cried everytime I see his girlfriend.

And .. 2012 is like , 2 days away.
I barely felt that I've gone through a year.
Everything seemed to went by in a blink of an eye.
And not to mention, I can't believe I HAD a crush on a narcissist. Dayum.

Guess its okay to know that I've fallen deeper for Sasuke compared to the narcissist.

So , I mised the usual yearly trip to Lagoon to attend a Social Psychology class.
Not to mention, its the day that Shawne left us forever.

All in all, 2o11 is not really a good year after all.

P/s : Skipping class though technically there IS no class to go paintball tomorrow.

I already missed Lagoon, I ain't missing paintball.

LilAngie
xoxo

Just in case I died of unknown cause.

The whole morning was pretty awful for me.

It was fine until I checked Shawne's profile again.
Looking at the messages, especially the one from Damien. I cried reading it.

Probably the first time Yann saw me cry too.

Bumped into Elwin as well. He didn't look as cheerful as he used to be.
We'd understand why. Everyone was devastated.

But otherwise, I did my sketchbook for Sean's tutorial, as usual.

And when it came to the feedback on our previous assignment ;

Jay : Okay, if I get lower marks than all of you ..

Me : You're gonna kill us?

Jay : IF you all got higher than me.

*everyone was staring at him*

Mr.Sean : So .. who wanna go first?

Fortunate : Jay.

Jay : WHAT?!

Us : Yeah, Jay.

Mr Sean : Okay Jay ...

Jay : Wait a minute. *runs out of the class*

Me : Mr Sean .. ta yao sha wo men le! (He wanna kill us le!)

Mr.Sean : I think he's only joking ...

Us : Its not funny ..

Me : Maybe he's taking a blade now.

Syazren : Maybe he's getting a gun.

*Jay comes back with a pencil*

Jay : Okay ... Lai Yenn, how do I spell your name?

Me : Why? Just in case I died and nobody knows my name?

Jay : Yeah some sort.

*Mr Sean starts telling him about good and bad (we're laughing our ass off) and told him his marks*

AND JAY SHOWS US A LIST THAT SAYS "WHO TO KILL" WITH ALL OF OUR NAMES THERE.

Wtf man.


And the best part is, my name's top of the list.

So, in case I were to die , here's a picture of that guy.
His full name is Lim Ju Wen, but he goes by the name Jay because he thinks Wen is a girl's name.
Oh and he also said he'll kill anyone that calls him Wen.


And I am not fucking joking.

LilAngie
xoxo

Something that I would never expect.

Was in Social Psychology class when Mr.Suresh smsed and asked if I was around.

I told him yes, because I thought maybe he wanted to invite me for a Christmas party or something. And then he starts calling my phone, when I was in the middle of the class.
But I didn't pick it up.


After a few hours, I'm starting to wonder,
if he only wanted to invite me to a party, why is he so eager about it?

And the question has been answered when I logged into Facebook.

The first few posts that I saw was :

R.I.P Shine Shawne.


I was like, wtf happened to him?!

I asked Alphaeus, but he wasn't replying me. And I saw that Choon Weng was online, but I hesitated because I thought he's in Lagoon. But I still messaged him.
Surprisingly, he's there and he told me the whole story.

Or rather, confirmed the story.

Up till this moment, I still can't believe it.
I've known him for 5 years and ... he's only eighteen.

He's so young ..

Everyone was devestated, especially the posts from his closest friends.
Some of them even changed their profile pictures to the ones that they took with Shawne.
I still can't grasp the idea that he's no longer here.

R.I.P Shine Shawne.
You will always be in our hearts.

And I'm really sorry that I can't be there to pay your family some respects.
I truly am.

LilAngie
xoxo

More Pictures!

More pictures that I stole borrowed from Cammie :D

Signing the forms , and that uncle looked so scary right?
Well, HE IS.
At least still got abit sense of humour.

Smiling at the forms? LOL


Nawww look at the doggies :D

<3

I was bathing Carmen's dog. She's scared LOL.
But this doggie's quite cute too :3

Me walking the doggie :D
My third one I think. He was super active. I couldn't catch up with him when he runs, so we walked.
Otherwise , he'd be dragging me on the floor.

Me walking the dog again. Ehehehe

Look at Wen Yan and Yann's expression when the dog "auto-dried-system"ed.
HAHAHA

Credits to Cam for the pictures :)

LilAngie
xoxo

Short Updates.

College , assignments , friends , Forsaken World.
College , assignments, friends , Forsaken World.
College , assignments , friends , Forsaken World.

That's pretty much what I've been doing these days.
Not to mention the friends issues that I have to deal with.


Anyhow, I've got three pictures to offer at the moment.


First one , Baby Elisha Egbert Adolf.


Awwwww , ain't she sweet?
Her eyes are really round you know <3


Second picture , my surrealism art for Figure Drawing.


Not as brilliant as my classmates but I'm glad I finished it.
Or at least I think so, unless Mr.Ernesto thinks its not dark enough.


Third picture , my recent new collection.

Open-able lockets. Just got the big silver one recently.
I got the one with 'friends' last year. Cassie has the one that says 'best'.

I know I'm supposed to be saving but I'm a serious shucker for lockets.

LilAngie
xoxo

The baby is on her way!

My new niece , Elisha (I think that's the final decision and how its spelt) is on her way!

Sis is already in the hospital by the time you read this.
Probably delivered too.


Cassie was oddly enthusiastic about it.
She wished she could go visit my sister together ahahahaha.

And she was like ;
~
~ Cassie ~ says (10:56 PM):
*oh yea! your sis in hospital now?

　　　　　　　　　　　ℓιℓαηgιє™　　　　　　　　　　　　 says (10:57 PM):
*yup ~
~ Cassie ~ says (10:57 PM):
*which one arr?
　　　　　　　　　　　ℓιℓαηgιє™　　　　　　　　　　　　 says (10:57 PM):
*eldest of course
*LOL !
~ Cassie ~ says (10:57 PM):
*not which sister la
*which hospital LOL!
　　　　　　　　　　　ℓιℓαηgιє™　　　　　　　　　　　　 says (10:57 PM):
*cehhhhhhhhhhh
*LOL !
~ Cassie ~ says (10:57 PM):
*LOL

<3 my bestie.
LOL


LilAngie
xoxo

First day back.

Mom woke me up 30 minutes earlier than my alarm did. I wanted to continue sleeping but I couldn't ._. Must've been really excited to back to college.


I don't even fall asleep in the car like I always do last sem.


And then Ms.Teresa tells us that we're gonna have to write a journal as our final assesment.
As in, on a regular basis , starting TODAY.


I don't even normally update my own blog, and now she wants us to write a diary ._.


And in Mr.Ernesto's class , he confirmed that we'll be working with a male model.
FIGURE drawing, he emphasized.
He specifically said ;

- No mocking the model
- Do not talk directly to the model
- Respect the
model
- If you need to talk to the model , let me know and I'll tell him wud
to do.

LOL.


And then he tells us that he'll be leaving Malaysia on December :(
SO SAD.

He's one of my favourite lecturers =/
Despite that we constantly make fun of him.
And his flat butt


Oh yeah , there isn't any sight of Sasuke today.
Though I found the club that he was supposed to be promoting.
SO SO SAD.


I missed him =x


LilAngie
xoxo

Her love story.

At this time of the day is when I normally ran out of things to do.

So this time , I've decided to catch up with my childhood best friend's blog , Melody.


Her usual blogposts would be about her and her boyfriend ; where they had lunch , where they hangout , wud they've gotten presents for each other etc.

And then I came up to the post where she mentioned how their relationship started.

It was like ..
the ultimate sweetest confession I've ever heard.
She's really lucky to have such a sweet boyfriend.
And romantic too!



I'm really really happy for you dear! ♥



Unfortunately , you can rarely find such a guy anymore.
Not in Malaysia , that's for sure.

LilAngie
xoxo

To my Oh-So-Drunk Best Friend

Happy Birthday Liang Jia Wei !

or

Neoh Kah Wai

or

Niang Jia Wai

whichever you prefer. LOL

Unfortunately , we rarely take pictures together.
This is the only one that I can find on Facebook.



AND

You didn't upload the graduation picture so ~
Too bad HAHA.


We were properly introduced at Kok Ming's surprise party if I'm not mistaken.
Knew each other but never really talked much.

Then up to form5 ,
the first time you talked to me was when I came early to school to change class.
And you so happen came early too. Actually you always do LOL.


Then up to a certain event, we started to keng sam si talk more lu.

Owh and how can I forget.
You made me a Taeyang card for my birthday!
Probably at that time , you were the only one who knew I liked Taeyang.
Besides Rising :D


All the other stuff , you should remember bah :3

LilAngie
xoxo

Tommeh Fever.

No doubt to a statement that I've concluded years ago.

I can be influenced VERY easily.




Previously , Mir gotten me in love with Noctis.
And then my dearest Cammie got me stalking Gerard.

Now Cammeh has gotten me obsessed with Adam Lambert's bass player ,


Tommy Joe Ratliff.

And yesh , he's the guy that Adam kissed in AMA Performance 2009.

BUT BUT BUT

He's straight okay.



Thank God he is

PINK HAIR ! <3

How could anyone not love this pretty kitty?


LilAngie
xoxo

Summarised Holiday.

Sorry for the little delay.
Life has been increasingly hectic nowadays.

Just gonna put some pictures to summarise my "holidays" in Tioman and Penang.

Pweety beach

Candid shot of Cammie taking pictures :3



Our uhh .. toilet.

Mir Mir and Yann.

Leaving Tioman ~

There were LOADS of kitties in Tioman.

And this 4 siblings were sleeping together on a table :3

Pweety sunset

My "bunk" in Penang.

The good thing about Penang trip is that I was able to play Forsaken World.
HAHA

Clinic Cafe in Gurney Plaza
Mr.Sean said the interior is like a hospital or so o.o

Who could resist sweet , delicious , smooth Tau Fu Fa?