Just in case I died of unknown cause.

The whole morning was pretty awful for me.

It was fine until I checked Shawne's profile again.
Looking at the messages, especially the one from Damien. I cried reading it.

Probably the first time Yann saw me cry too.

Bumped into Elwin as well. He didn't look as cheerful as he used to be.
We'd understand why. Everyone was devastated.

But otherwise, I did my sketchbook for Sean's tutorial, as usual.

And when it came to the feedback on our previous assignment ;

Jay : Okay, if I get lower marks than all of you ..

Me : You're gonna kill us?

Jay : IF you all got higher than me.

*everyone was staring at him*

Mr.Sean : So .. who wanna go first?

Fortunate : Jay.

Jay : WHAT?!

Us : Yeah, Jay.

Mr Sean : Okay Jay ...

Jay : Wait a minute. *runs out of the class*

Me : Mr Sean .. ta yao sha wo men le! (He wanna kill us le!)

Mr.Sean : I think he's only joking ...

Us : Its not funny ..

Me : Maybe he's taking a blade now.

Syazren : Maybe he's getting a gun.

*Jay comes back with a pencil*

Jay : Okay ... Lai Yenn, how do I spell your name?

Me : Why? Just in case I died and nobody knows my name?

Jay : Yeah some sort.

*Mr Sean starts telling him about good and bad (we're laughing our ass off) and told him his marks*

AND JAY SHOWS US A LIST THAT SAYS "WHO TO KILL" WITH ALL OF OUR NAMES THERE.

Wtf man.


And the best part is, my name's top of the list.

So, in case I were to die , here's a picture of that guy.
His full name is Lim Ju Wen, but he goes by the name Jay because he thinks Wen is a girl's name.
Oh and he also said he'll kill anyone that calls him Wen.


And I am not fucking joking.

LilAngie
xoxo

Something that I would never expect.

Was in Social Psychology class when Mr.Suresh smsed and asked if I was around.

I told him yes, because I thought maybe he wanted to invite me for a Christmas party or something. And then he starts calling my phone, when I was in the middle of the class.
But I didn't pick it up.


After a few hours, I'm starting to wonder,
if he only wanted to invite me to a party, why is he so eager about it?

And the question has been answered when I logged into Facebook.

The first few posts that I saw was :

R.I.P Shine Shawne.


I was like, wtf happened to him?!

I asked Alphaeus, but he wasn't replying me. And I saw that Choon Weng was online, but I hesitated because I thought he's in Lagoon. But I still messaged him.
Surprisingly, he's there and he told me the whole story.

Or rather, confirmed the story.

Up till this moment, I still can't believe it.
I've known him for 5 years and ... he's only eighteen.

He's so young ..

Everyone was devestated, especially the posts from his closest friends.
Some of them even changed their profile pictures to the ones that they took with Shawne.
I still can't grasp the idea that he's no longer here.

R.I.P Shine Shawne.
You will always be in our hearts.

And I'm really sorry that I can't be there to pay your family some respects.
I truly am.

LilAngie
xoxo

Pictures of Belated Grandma.

Kindly refrain from commenting on these pictures.
Please enjoy in silence.

Thankyou.
Sorry if I'm being rude.


Mom and Dad's wedding.
Grandma's big and happy smile.

















All of us sending her off ..



When the pastor asked us to put our hands on the coffin as a 'sign' , my hands kept slipping off the coffin.

The 'burning centre'

Putting flowers on the coffin.

Going in ..


Source


LilAngie
xoxo