Not ready at all.

I can't believe its a year already.

I still have that feeling that I just finished SPM few months ago.
Not to mention, the impact of Shawne's death affect me more than I thought it'd be.

Though we were never close, I just felt that human life is so ... unpredictable.

The worst part is probably when I found out he died one day after celebrating his girlfriend's birthday at Port Dickson. It's really really really devastating.
Which is also why I cried everytime I see his girlfriend.

And .. 2012 is like , 2 days away.
I barely felt that I've gone through a year.
Everything seemed to went by in a blink of an eye.
And not to mention, I can't believe I HAD a crush on a narcissist. Dayum.

Guess its okay to know that I've fallen deeper for Sasuke compared to the narcissist.

So , I mised the usual yearly trip to Lagoon to attend a Social Psychology class.
Not to mention, its the day that Shawne left us forever.

All in all, 2o11 is not really a good year after all.

P/s : Skipping class though technically there IS no class to go paintball tomorrow.

I already missed Lagoon, I ain't missing paintball.

LilAngie
xoxo