I can't sleep. I have trouble breathing. My left ear keeps popping as tho I've been on high grounds. I can't play League for shit. I'm crying in the middle of the night thinking about family and work, and prolly the fact that I lost like over 10 games tonight.
I'm stressed thinking about my career. Shitty part about it is no matter how hard I try, I'll never get the recognition. Actually, I don't even know. My boss could be saying it just to make me feel better. I can't help but to feel like shit everytime I'm being referred to as temp. As tho I'm only temporary. No recognitions, no further responsibilities, no priorities, nothing but temporary. It really sucks.
I'm overwhelmed with the fact that as I grow older, so does my parents. I'm missing out on alot of family time. I miss my home. I miss my bed. I miss my room. I miss my mom pampering me. I miss doting on my niece who now grew distant of me.
I don't know why I decided to pen my thoughts at 4am in the morning, on a blog that I've completely forgotten for 7 years.
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