After Penang trip, I've been constantly texting someone who I've never expected that I'd have so many commons likings with. Also, my perception towards him changed quite abit when he and the rest of the people sent me to the hospital back in Penang.
Wouldn't have expected him to be so .. reliable at that time. Especially when I was so vulnerable.
Not to mention, I've never been admitted to hospital before.
I started to notice that both of us are quite similar (characteristic wise). And it kinda draws me to him. Though Cass and Wen Han have been constantly teasing me and him, I just denied most of the time because I'm still afraid.
This has happened to me before.
The texting, the caring, the attention give, it was exactly (more or less) the same.
I was afraid that the outcome would be the same. That I'd get hurt eventually.
Which is probably why I'm still in the denial state.
When he confessed, I was literally speechless.
I didn't know what to respond, eventhough I know the feelings were mutual.
To me, it was deja vu.
But as Cass said, how'd I know I'll get hurt if I don't try?
So that night, I know he'll call me out eventually. I made the decision to go out with him, alone.
Though both of us literally had no idea on where to go. We just circled Kota Kemuning.
Yes, it was lame. LOL
Then we decided to just sit down and talk at McD. And not to mention we bumped into alot of his friends there.
Awkward questions here and there.
He wasn't pressing for the answer, but I know he's really anxious about it.
And I still didn't know how am I gonna tell him about my insecurities.
Anyhow, we both managed to talk till about 2.30am. Didn't know how it happened also.
And he didn't want to send me back yet, so he circled Subang Jaya before sending me back.
First time in my life, Kesas was EMPTY!
When we reached my house, I made up my mind and told him;
We can try .. and see if it works out.And then I just hugged him and said;
I don't want the same thing to happen again.
LilAngie
xoxo
Wouldn't have expected him to be so .. reliable at that time. Especially when I was so vulnerable.
Not to mention, I've never been admitted to hospital before.
I started to notice that both of us are quite similar (characteristic wise). And it kinda draws me to him. Though Cass and Wen Han have been constantly teasing me and him, I just denied most of the time because I'm still afraid.
This has happened to me before.
The texting, the caring, the attention give, it was exactly (more or less) the same.
I was afraid that the outcome would be the same. That I'd get hurt eventually.
Which is probably why I'm still in the denial state.
When he confessed, I was literally speechless.
I didn't know what to respond, eventhough I know the feelings were mutual.
To me, it was deja vu.
But as Cass said, how'd I know I'll get hurt if I don't try?
So that night, I know he'll call me out eventually. I made the decision to go out with him, alone.
Though both of us literally had no idea on where to go. We just circled Kota Kemuning.
Yes, it was lame. LOL
Then we decided to just sit down and talk at McD. And not to mention we bumped into alot of his friends there.
Awkward questions here and there.
He wasn't pressing for the answer, but I know he's really anxious about it.
And I still didn't know how am I gonna tell him about my insecurities.
Anyhow, we both managed to talk till about 2.30am. Didn't know how it happened also.
And he didn't want to send me back yet, so he circled Subang Jaya before sending me back.
First time in my life, Kesas was EMPTY!
When we reached my house, I made up my mind and told him;
We can try .. and see if it works out.And then I just hugged him and said;
I don't want the same thing to happen again.
LilAngie
xoxo
