Not ready at all.

I can't believe its a year already.

I still have that feeling that I just finished SPM few months ago.
Not to mention, the impact of Shawne's death affect me more than I thought it'd be.

Though we were never close, I just felt that human life is so ... unpredictable.

The worst part is probably when I found out he died one day after celebrating his girlfriend's birthday at Port Dickson. It's really really really devastating.
Which is also why I cried everytime I see his girlfriend.

And .. 2012 is like , 2 days away.
I barely felt that I've gone through a year.
Everything seemed to went by in a blink of an eye.
And not to mention, I can't believe I HAD a crush on a narcissist. Dayum.

Guess its okay to know that I've fallen deeper for Sasuke compared to the narcissist.

So , I mised the usual yearly trip to Lagoon to attend a Social Psychology class.
Not to mention, its the day that Shawne left us forever.

All in all, 2o11 is not really a good year after all.

P/s : Skipping class though technically there IS no class to go paintball tomorrow.

I already missed Lagoon, I ain't missing paintball.

LilAngie
xoxo

Joy to the World ~

LilAngieBubu would like to wish the people who ever reads this blog
which I know there's nobodeh

a very ~

Don't overfeed the Santa, or he'd be like ; -

HAHAHA!

And Happy Birthday mami dearest! ♥

Sis's having a BBQ party later to celebrate mami and Daniel's birthday. :)

LilAngie
xoxo

Just in case I died of unknown cause.

The whole morning was pretty awful for me.

It was fine until I checked Shawne's profile again.
Looking at the messages, especially the one from Damien. I cried reading it.

Probably the first time Yann saw me cry too.

Bumped into Elwin as well. He didn't look as cheerful as he used to be.
We'd understand why. Everyone was devastated.

But otherwise, I did my sketchbook for Sean's tutorial, as usual.

And when it came to the feedback on our previous assignment ;

Jay : Okay, if I get lower marks than all of you ..

Me : You're gonna kill us?

Jay : IF you all got higher than me.

*everyone was staring at him*

Mr.Sean : So .. who wanna go first?

Fortunate : Jay.

Jay : WHAT?!

Us : Yeah, Jay.

Mr Sean : Okay Jay ...

Jay : Wait a minute. *runs out of the class*

Me : Mr Sean .. ta yao sha wo men le! (He wanna kill us le!)

Mr.Sean : I think he's only joking ...

Us : Its not funny ..

Me : Maybe he's taking a blade now.

Syazren : Maybe he's getting a gun.

*Jay comes back with a pencil*

Jay : Okay ... Lai Yenn, how do I spell your name?

Me : Why? Just in case I died and nobody knows my name?

Jay : Yeah some sort.

*Mr Sean starts telling him about good and bad (we're laughing our ass off) and told him his marks*

AND JAY SHOWS US A LIST THAT SAYS "WHO TO KILL" WITH ALL OF OUR NAMES THERE.

Wtf man.


And the best part is, my name's top of the list.

So, in case I were to die , here's a picture of that guy.
His full name is Lim Ju Wen, but he goes by the name Jay because he thinks Wen is a girl's name.
Oh and he also said he'll kill anyone that calls him Wen.


And I am not fucking joking.

LilAngie
xoxo

Something that I would never expect.

Was in Social Psychology class when Mr.Suresh smsed and asked if I was around.

I told him yes, because I thought maybe he wanted to invite me for a Christmas party or something. And then he starts calling my phone, when I was in the middle of the class.
But I didn't pick it up.


After a few hours, I'm starting to wonder,
if he only wanted to invite me to a party, why is he so eager about it?

And the question has been answered when I logged into Facebook.

The first few posts that I saw was :

R.I.P Shine Shawne.


I was like, wtf happened to him?!

I asked Alphaeus, but he wasn't replying me. And I saw that Choon Weng was online, but I hesitated because I thought he's in Lagoon. But I still messaged him.
Surprisingly, he's there and he told me the whole story.

Or rather, confirmed the story.

Up till this moment, I still can't believe it.
I've known him for 5 years and ... he's only eighteen.

He's so young ..

Everyone was devestated, especially the posts from his closest friends.
Some of them even changed their profile pictures to the ones that they took with Shawne.
I still can't grasp the idea that he's no longer here.

R.I.P Shine Shawne.
You will always be in our hearts.

And I'm really sorry that I can't be there to pay your family some respects.
I truly am.

LilAngie
xoxo

My own Christmas present to myself :)

Thank you Santa for granting my second wish.

Although I used my own money for it.
But maybe You somehow/somewhat/indirectly helped me convinced my mom :)


<3


Now all that's left in the short listed wishlist is befriending Sasuke :)

Please Santa, that's all Angie's asking.

LilAngie
xoxo

My uhhh , current wishlist.

Dear Santa,

I do not wish for a iPhone, or iPad, or iPod, or MacBook

or new laptop

or new handphone

or new camera

or anything that is related to technology.


Currently , I am only wishing for two things.

1. I wish to know Sasuke a little better than as a stalker. I wanna be his fwiend :)

2. I wanna get this cute jacket.

I know I had not been a good girl this year, but please make an exception on me :3
That is all I'm asking for ~

Mama seemed to agree with me that it is a very cute jacket.
Ehehehe.

LilAngie
xoxo

More Pictures!

More pictures that I stole borrowed from Cammie :D

Signing the forms , and that uncle looked so scary right?
Well, HE IS.
At least still got abit sense of humour.

Smiling at the forms? LOL


Nawww look at the doggies :D

<3

I was bathing Carmen's dog. She's scared LOL.
But this doggie's quite cute too :3

Me walking the doggie :D
My third one I think. He was super active. I couldn't catch up with him when he runs, so we walked.
Otherwise , he'd be dragging me on the floor.

Me walking the dog again. Ehehehe

Look at Wen Yan and Yann's expression when the dog "auto-dried-system"ed.
HAHAHA

Credits to Cam for the pictures :)

LilAngie
xoxo

A Day At Paws!

We had to do community service for our Moral, so I suggested that we go to PAWS , the animal shelter.

I purposely insisted on animals instead of orphanages and old folks home because I don't want to get all emotional. LOL.

Okay, so I went to Taylors early in the morning.
Left the house at 7 , as usual, just in case there'd be a traffic jam.

And apparently , I forgot that today is a public holiday.

Yeah , so the journey only took 15minutes.


Lakeside is bloodeh empteh. LOL


Yann , Cam and the "hidden" me.
While waiting for the others to arrive.
Or rather , two other people that hasn't arrive :D


Wen Yan's GPS seemed to be having some problems locating.

After the light breakfast and chit chats, off we go!

:D

Now Kayla's GPS seemed to be having some problems. LOL

Kayla : What the hell?!

And I'm playing with the cat. HAHA


Okay, and I managed to fix the GPS in the end.
I felt so good about it.

So we drove ~ all the way ~ to the Subang airport, which is close to where PAWS is.
But in the end , we got lost because from the airport onwards , we don't know where to go.

I called Edward, and he sounded quite grumpy when I asked for directions.
Not surprised , he didn't sound very friendly the last time I called him either.

Okay , so I got the directions from him , and told Wen Yan.

And she misinterpreted what I just said ... so ..

We got REALLY REALLY lost.

By right , we were to be there at 9am, but we reached at 10am.
LOL

Anyhow , yes we found it.

When we arrived , I checked with the uncle there who seemed to be the one in charge.

He is SCARY.
And I was so worried that he'd say something like,
"Your community service is not accepted" that kinda thing.

But anyhow , he let us signed the forms , and off we walked the dogs ~

Oooh look at my new pink and black sneakers! :D

LOL

That's the dogs, and mine is ... well .. hidden.

There :D
I liked my first dog.

At first , I was running with my dog.
And ended up , she's pulling me. LOL
But I felt so good , haven't exercised in a very long time.

After walking , bathing time!
That's Yann's butt sticking out towards my face. LOL

Bathing dogs seemed easier than cats, coz they don't scream and protest as much.
And doggies have the "auto-drying-system" as Cam calls it.
It's so cute!

Anyhow, you still need to properly dry them with towels.
And look at my doggie :D

I really liked her.
When I finished drying her , she climbed on my shoulder and licked my ears!
<3

Someone else walked this dog but asked us to bath it coz they're heading towards the cat section.
It's one of the cutest dogs there!

And of course , group picture!

Left to right :
Shu Li , Kayla , Me , Wen Yan , Carmen , Yann and Cam.


Credits to Shu Li for the pictures :D

LilAngie
xoxo

Random-ness :3

Some pictures that I took today :3

And some stolen from my sister ehehehe.


Did this during Social Psychology :3
Ms.Tan was talking bout Prejudice and Discrimination so I thought of NOH8.
And Tommy. Ehehehe.


Took this when we were in the concussion discussion room.

The clouds are sho fluffy and pretty ~

Took Stole this from my sister's Facebook.
Its Elisha and Daniel :)

A sushi roll Elisha. HAHAHA
Sho adorable <3

AND I SEE SASUKE IN THE LIBRARYYYYY!

He's still i the library nao.

Ehehehehehehe.


LilAngie
xoxo

Short Updates.

College , assignments , friends , Forsaken World.
College , assignments, friends , Forsaken World.
College , assignments , friends , Forsaken World.

That's pretty much what I've been doing these days.
Not to mention the friends issues that I have to deal with.


Anyhow, I've got three pictures to offer at the moment.


First one , Baby Elisha Egbert Adolf.


Awwwww , ain't she sweet?
Her eyes are really round you know <3


Second picture , my surrealism art for Figure Drawing.


Not as brilliant as my classmates but I'm glad I finished it.
Or at least I think so, unless Mr.Ernesto thinks its not dark enough.


Third picture , my recent new collection.

Open-able lockets. Just got the big silver one recently.
I got the one with 'friends' last year. Cassie has the one that says 'best'.

I know I'm supposed to be saving but I'm a serious shucker for lockets.

LilAngie
xoxo

The baby is on her way!

My new niece , Elisha (I think that's the final decision and how its spelt) is on her way!

Sis is already in the hospital by the time you read this.
Probably delivered too.


Cassie was oddly enthusiastic about it.
She wished she could go visit my sister together ahahahaha.

And she was like ;
~
~ Cassie ~ says (10:56 PM):
*oh yea! your sis in hospital now?

　　　　　　　　　　　ℓιℓαηgιє™　　　　　　　　　　　　 says (10:57 PM):
*yup ~
~ Cassie ~ says (10:57 PM):
*which one arr?
　　　　　　　　　　　ℓιℓαηgιє™　　　　　　　　　　　　 says (10:57 PM):
*eldest of course
*LOL !
~ Cassie ~ says (10:57 PM):
*not which sister la
*which hospital LOL!
　　　　　　　　　　　ℓιℓαηgιє™　　　　　　　　　　　　 says (10:57 PM):
*cehhhhhhhhhhh
*LOL !
~ Cassie ~ says (10:57 PM):
*LOL

<3 my bestie.
LOL


LilAngie
xoxo

My heart skipped several beats.

Me and the gang had 3 hours break before our next class starts.
So we hung out at the library couches.

Me and Mir was sleeping there while Cammie and Yann went to look for Ms.Maria regarding the second assignment.

When we woke up , they were already back and told us about their "little adventure".
which involved climbing up 9 flights of stairs and a little scolding.

While chatting , Mir pointed to the window and said "Sasuke."
As usual , I was overly excited and watched him as he walks pass.

And then he dissapeared from my sight.
Awww.
I was a little sad but I thought its okay since its good enough that I get to see him.

Then when I looked up to the study room (which is right next to the couches, seperated only by a glass wall), HE WAS STANDING THERE!
I got a shocked! O.O

And he was sitting right next to meeeeeeee!
Not next next, but close enough. Only a wall between us.
The whole time, I dare not looked at the study room coz its so scary. I'm afraid that he'd glare at me again LOL.

It was oddly satisfying.
♥

Picture taken by Yann. I was sitting on the right side of my bag.
Maybe I'm feeling syok sendiri , but he looked like he was staring at me o.o

No wonder my right eye twitched yesterday.


LilAngie
xoxo

Tommeh Day!

Yesh, today is officially a Tommeh day because





*drum rolls*




It's Tommy's birthday!




Happy Birthday Tommyyyyyyyyy! <3

That picture is just sho damn adorable. LOL

He officially turned 30 todae.


But its okayh, he's still young at heart.
Not to mention, irresistably hot and cute.


Cammie drew this and printed one copy and gave it to me! :3
Or rather I took it from her :O

That irrestable cute smile of Tommeh o.o

Pink hair FTW!

According to Cammeh, that's Tommeh's girlfriend, who happens to be a bassist too o.O
She's bassist for Allison Iraheta's band.

Nothing beats a picture of Tommeh with guitar.
Or maybe there is, just don't burst my bubble while I'm exaggerating.


Again, I don't own any of these pictures :3


LilAngie
xoxo

Tommeh Tommeh Tommeh ♥

Don't really remember wud happens everyday and too lazy to update.

So just look at Tommeh's pictures which literary drives me crazy.
:3


Again, I DO NOT own any of the pictures :)




His so very adowable shmile *grins*


THE FAMOUS Sasuke glare. LOL


Idk, it looks like he's on a slide.
Wud the heck is he doing there LOLOLOL

This is sho cute LOL

Tommy in his newest music video (not his technically)


Shooooooooo hawt! <3


LilAngie
xoxo