Maybe because now that I've been keeping track on the famous bloggers, I've got the urge to continue my own one as well. Maybe if I didn't stop, I might be famous too! HAHA. I wish. Nobody even reads this shiet.
Anyway, few of the main reasons I stopped was because, I literary had no time. The past two years had been hectic for me. Internship, assignments, friends, not to mention the boyfriend as well. Oh not to mention the problems that came in between these things. Secondly, I didn't want the boyfriend to read all my previous posts. Which was also the reason why I set the blog to private at one point. I guess I was ashamed of letting him know what
I'll get to that later.
So all in all, he told me that he went through a couple of
Returning to the friend that I mentioned earlier, I'll admit that its tough for me to accept the fact that we no longer see each other. I loved her like my own sister, but she just .. tossed it all out of the window because there's an argument that we both were too egoistic to let it go? Yeah, that's about right. I admit, I might've overreacted the whole situation, but the times when I actually tried to mend the bonds, she just .. shuts me off. I think it has gone so childish to the point that we had to divide the boyfriend (and her boyfriend)'s group of friends into two. For instance, she'll invite those couple of people from the mutual group of friends to a party, and thinks that boyfie and I wouldn't know about it. I don't know, but I find that this is quite .. childish in my opinion. It makes it feel like I should be really devastated because I wasn't invited to one of her fancy parties.
WELL.
I am devastated, not because I was uninvited. But because you had to resort to this method to try and hurt me? I don't know if that's your intention, but it gives me the impression that you are gathering as many "allies" to your "side" and try to convince them that boyfie and I are the "dark side".
The one thing I regret the most, is not the fact that I lost my best friend, but the fact that my boyfriend has lost HIS best friend. A friendship that existed way before she and I even knew them, and now the ties are severed because of our stupid argument. And the worst part is, I thought that at least their friendship could be spared, since technically I'm the one who's having issues with her. But, now it seems that even her boyfriend couldn't care less about his own friendship, and don't even bother to salvage it. Boyfie keeps telling me that he couldn't care less about him anymore, but deep down inside I know he still cares about it.
Now both of us are in this stage where "we should stop pretending that we care for each other when in fact we wanna strangle the other".
I guess that's enough ranting for one post. Toodles <3 nbsp="" p="">LilAngie
xoxo
